Basically, We're All Lab Rats

It's quite pitiful when I take a moment and think about what is happening to me. Yes, it is happening to others also.

The thought that a person or in my case, many persons are ganging up on me and fabricating stories and telling bigger and bigger lies and getting more people involved in hunting me - defies words. Defies understanding. And it pretty much defies logic.

And they won't stop. They follow me. They hack my phone. My computers. They are listening to me at times - outside as I sit on my patio with my husband. Waiting for me to say the wrong thing. Waiting for me to make a statement that is politically incorrect. Why? Well, I believe they want this because it will help the group stalking me to bring me down faster in their effort to get rid of me.

Does it make me sad? - well, sort of. At times maybe. But not sad enough to fall apart. Not sad enough to feel despair. Not sad enough to retaliate and try to get even. It just basically disappoints me about people in general.

But that's not the issue here really. The issue with me and my neighbors is I have a hard trying to understand how anyone with an inkling or some knowledge of compassion and concern for others would try to destroy their own neighbor? Because I feel that if I know about this truth and understand compassion and concern - why don't they?

I know the answer to this. First off - the fact that all of these people involved in a hate crime and stalking choose to do it at all - let's me know that they are lacking qualities in a highly spiritual and intelligent human being. Traits present in a healthy person living side by side with other humans and knowing right from wrong.

Aww but see - that is the point. There is something in these soulless and mindless humans that just doesn't care. I truly believe in their own mind they feel they are doing the right thing. They are all supporting the hate team and the group, after all. They are told that the targeted victim is wicked...no ifs, ands or buts and so those that go along - don't believe we really belong in society.

Most puzzling to me is why these followers and people who choose to belong - never ask questions about why they are bullying and targeting one human being?

In my case, all I do is work in the yard...plant flowers and stay to myself. I mean, how bad could I be?

And what was it Christ said? "Let those without fault or sin - cast the first stone." In my mind - it is needless to say - groups of humans who hunt, destroy and hate - who mob up on one person...most likely believe they are without sin and so feel righteous in their vile behavior. So, they keep going.

Do these people not see they are behaving without thinking? That they are endangering without consequence?

So, I am getting to a point here and that is this. Over time...seeing that the group of stalkers does not seem to want to stop stalking. That they bring more people into their fold. That they do more hurtful things and don't really seem to care. That they are relentless and mean and spiteful. And treat us targets as pretty much nothing. Well, once I saw all of that and noticed the numbers of stalkers grow and the intensity of the directed energy attacks get heavier - I began to see that I had been somehow selected as sort of a human guinea pig in a big giant lab experiment.

And all the while - the group stalking and shooting energy at me was just waiting for me to cry out in terror and break down and run to the police...the FBI...the CIA and scream that the big bad gang stalkers were trying to destroy me. Well, this just didn't happen. I never give a bully what they want.

The goal of gang stalking is to shut a target further off from the world. To prove we targets are mentally ill. The stalking group wants to prove that we are a threat and a criminal. And that the neighborhood is better off without us. Correction - that the world is better off without us.

And the more that stalkers do their unspeakable acts which torment the body and soul of a target - the more they continue to push themselves on innocent lives without feeling remorse or accountable for their own behavior. And this in itself is a travesty in living life.

In closing, I have a couple of questions...if people sign up with stalking groups and aim to torture and torment another human or humans in the name of a contrived justice and a select mob belonging - who, in effect are really the mentally ill ones? Who are the real criminals who act out in hiding? And more importantly...who are the true threats to society?

Just think about it.

Thanks for reading!

Carla